Jul 31, 2004
- x ii quess ii` was a MisTake ?? tO everyOne x -
Hey there baby..should i really feel you n ?! ii havent really talked to anybody bout this soo i guess i can spill it out to ya`ll..well how can ii put this.. my summer has been goin great besides the fact that i lost my best friend.. =/, i thought things would only get better with us..buhh apparently she is more into smoken weed.. and doinq acid..and all that shit.. ya`ll just dont understand i cry not that i want her n my life..(well i do buhh you kno) .. its the fact that i dont want to have to go to a funeral anytime soon you kno? its hard too face reality that you could parcailly be the reason </3.. even though people tell me im not..its still hard..alot of shit has been goin on with loosen friends..and finden out who was "real" and just here cause they felt they needed to be.. i finnally stood up and said look if you dont wanna be here dont be here..and i guess some people just gave up.. well yea .. i have been really hangen out with the one person that understands me .. i mean i could hang out with other people..buhh she is the one i feel soo Happy around..and can be MYSELF..* KAYKAY BEAL * ..=)!!! well yea.. well last week .. umm i went too Mrytle beach with my qirl ?? .. alex.. we had soo much fun i dont kno what i would do with out her.. i guess we are close still i have no fucken clue everyone is changen ..? and loosen the people they love buhh hey .. i guess its better now then 10 years down the road right??. well me n jeremy are still together.. thank god i dont kno what i would do with out him.. alex told me not to let him be my everything..buhh its kinda hard.. ?? lol.. well me . n . kayla beal .. have been trien to go see the NOTEBOOK..buh havent had time..well we is goin too see it tmw.. me her n jeremy..=) lOl.!! .. ohh and me n my mom .. have been spending and awfully lot of time together..lol its been great.. ii miss the days were it was jusz me n her..well yeah.. umm today my nana got into tOwn.. ii spent time with them..OMG! she qot me soo much shit from hawaii.. and my ass is gunna loose the necklace.. i wanted to cry soo bad!~ buhh i didnt..?? . um yeah well tomorrow i think that me n kayla are goin over too my aunts house soo she can meet the whole Family..ahh!! ii love kayla nicole beal w. alla muh heart!!!! =)*.. yea well tonight me kayla beal ..and candice hung out like the whole night we had soo much fun!! we missed you qirl.. me her n candice we are all goin to the beach .. with my mom ii think monday or soo.. aint sure?? ... well i will letcha kno bout tmw..tmw!! lOl..
* KAYLA MARIE & KAYLA NICOLE #1 BFFE.. OH AND WE LOVE THE PIZZA GUY!! ;] *
i lOve Jeremy..sooo much!! * 8 0 )
Posted at 06:48 pm by xOLadiikay
Jun 17, 2004
- -» H0w can ii explain iT ?! hmmm ..=/
well tuesday afternoon me n brandi were at heather's hangen out then we had to leave, soo we came back here.. and hung out till time for skating .. and then her dad's girlfriend came n picked us up n tOok us skating, well skating is like it always is drama but fun! ii guess.. well after skating me n peelawn headed back to her house.. well when we got there.. drama started with ..someone.. n brandi was really upset, ii have never seen someone hurt her soo bad n it hurt me too see her soo upset.=( well yah after we got back there n ii stoped crien n being upset, we ate some frozen pizza then went over too her grandmaw's hose n watched how to loose a guy n ten days .. n talked too dalton on the phone.. well a few hours later.. we layed down and just talked.. the One main thing i like bout being friends with brandi is that she is soo easy too talk to and she so understands! and she can relate.. =) gosh i luv you peelawn!! well after we stopped talking we fell asleep.. it was like arOund 1 30 well today her grandmaw' came n there and got us up at 10 that was the earliest we went too sleep and earliest we got up.. uggh it sucked! but it was ok.. well after that we got readii to go to tha malL.. cause peelawn still had her birthday money soo she went shoppen.. LOL we went into water boys' omg! ii think brandi fell in love.. jk he was soo hott she was like woah ! lol.. well we went n an out of pac sun .. we were addicted lol. well after that we saw Jake n eric.. and said our heys n just kept walking.. well after that it was bout time too get too goin so her grandmaw picked us up.. and took me home.. and after my mom got home we went too tan and get SONNYS! for dinner(( yumm )) ehhe.. after we got home.. ii finnally could get online cause all day today we had a virus, n our computer and bobby was at work soo he was just like leave it alone.. lol now its fixed!=)well im bout too goo finish cleaning mii Dirty rOom.. soo later ..
i love jeremy sOo muCh !! peelawn thanx for an awesOme week n timz! lol.. pac sun guy n water bOys guy !!
Posted at 02:46 pm by xOLadiikay
Jun 16, 2004
--»I live mii Life tO beh wiTh yOu «--
ahh my gosh.. last night was soo much fun i know i havent wrote n this thing n forever i have been busy .. catchen up on sleep..well lets see last time i wrote n here i was going too the movies that night.. woah ii had fun ! lol.. ahh it was amazinq! well yah , recently its just been me n my number 1 best friend peelawn hangen out but last night. woah buddy were do i start with last night ! me brandi christina n heather stayed at christina's, we had soo much fun.. they were dressing up n like her cheerleading outfits.. and doin there hair all crazy and ii was taken pictures! it was great .. we played pOoL Lik alot too.. LOL me n christina are the champIoNs!! .. brandi was like you gettin served n your own house and all this shit LOL it was crazy , well a few minutes later chrissy's dad was like take the trash out too the end of the rode.. woah buddy sh was lik who is comming with me.. soo we all did well while we were waiting for her too get the trash me heather n brandi were standen by the tree and gate .. by her house, and then like we heard cracken and we didnt kno what it was and like 2 seconds later the branch fell like right in front of us.. lol we all started screaminG.. well we were walking down there at first with no flashlight then me n chrissy went back n got one.. LOL and we were all runnen thinken it was the blair witch project! OMFG.. it was great we had soo much fun together and there was A LOT more things that happened ..=/ but that is just a few i`m goin too leave out some of the .. sad stuff ... =( / well anyway's today we had to get up at 700 and leave chrissy cause she had cheerleading well after we left chrissy we went back to heathers and went back too sleep and hung out with her for a lil while well we thought she was going skating but she isn't so me n brandi had to come back over here.. and now we are just listing too something cooperate konstantine this is our sOng! =) ahh brandi michelle pilon you are truley the bestest best friend ever!! NUMBER 1 lol.. i love you!
I LOVE YOU TOO CHRISTINA MARIE MAYALL AND HEATHER DAWN REGAN!! lol.. we had so muCh Fun we need to do that shit again !! =)
well ima goin too go nD prOlly watch some t.v or get n the shower dunna .. but yah ii will write n this shit and let yah know what happen tonight at the rink.. woah there is always something to write bout up there.. but yah gotta love that place. (jk lol).. I love you sweetaii !!
I LOVE JEREMY SOO MUCH !!
Posted at 08:20 am by xOLadiikay
Jun 13, 2004
---»aLlniGhTer w/ pEeLawn «---
woah last night was crazyy =] ..well last night i went up too the rink and hung out up there till about 11.. meh n mariah are gettin close again!!its crazy, well the bad thing bout that is she went to virgina today and isnt sure if she is comminq back..=/ well yah , we hung out alot..well after skatinq jeremy tOok me hOme ... and when we got here ii thought brandi wouldnt be here yet she jumped outta no where..lol and was like kkkayyllla..lol ii miss`d her soo .. lol well we hung out with jeremy for a lil bit then he hadda leave too meet wal mart boi (( mike)) =( .. well yah after we said our bye's and what not..lol we came back inside and was talkinq too daltOn ok well this was like 123o .. aight! and we were eatting nOodles well i was brandi was eatting cake.. lol ehhe.. well we talked with him all night just bout everything thanx dee..for being here f0r meh it was crazy and soo much fun too finnally talk to you that lonq aqain.ahha!! good luck with what y0u was doin today !;]. we`ll we talked on the phone with dalton till 7 3o this morning!LOL.. ii dont kno how we managed that one but it was crazy we just talked bout everything n everyone!!! it was great will then finnally we layed down and tried to sleep but it didnt happen we just kept talknq bout * jeremy n dalton * ahh.=/ !! crazy we know , but yah then finnally brandi feel asleep soO did ii and what seemed like not even 10 minutes later mii alarm clock was goin off sayen time to get up for cheer practice.. uqhh ii diDnt wanna qO all that much enymore.lol.. well ii went with peelawn too cheerleading then we came back here will as now peelawn is still sleeping but i couldnt go back too sleep soo i got n the shower n shaved mii sexxi lEgSz jk .. =] well now im sittinq here listinq to freak a lEek* beinq realli tired, well wat does tonight hold for me n peelawn we are goin too the movies with jeremy n dalton n maybe mike if he can find someone to go with .LOL! well yah , ii will write either tonight after the movies or tomorrow mOrning, but whenever ii doo remeber I LOVE Y0U*..
ahh. im soo happy one of mii two best friends r hOme!
PEELAWN!!!=]peelawn hallway CumminS*vVvVvvVvVvVvvVvVvVvVVvGbFfLnMwHtWdN!=]
I LOVE JEREMY!!SOO MUCH !!
Posted at 09:39 am by xOLadiikay
Jun 11, 2004
---»juSz another daii n PaRaDiSz «/3 «---
*ahh last night wasz soo much fun . me n alex went over to her house yesTeRDay, and hunG out arOund there.. then qot realli realli bored soo we * went to tha MaLl * and hung Out uP There for bout 2 hOurs then we wen`T ` baCk tO hEr hOusE anD hunG Out There.. =) ohh gosh we were listinq too muSiC aNd were havinq soo much fun it was crazy!we finnally have niCknameSz ` * Garfield n Felix * ' lol.. and were talkinq too LuCaS--» and JaMminG ` lol well me n alex have been hanging out like this whole summer.. and ii havent really wanted too hang out with anyone but her n brandi and me her n brandi are hanging out this weekend.. saturday .. yah ii miss brandi she will be back tomorrow nght yahhh!! lol.. ii love that girl .. Y0U should know me you n alex are best friends that one of thoughs things you aint gotta ask bout! LOL..=) well me n alex were gunna come back over here .. but my mom started gettin upset cause ii havent been home.. and cleaned!=( well .. yah ii`m now on the phone with * R y a n * he said hey! lol.. well we are talkinq bout everyone's cars n trucks.. n how mike gets like a new car or truck every other month.. yah imma be the first one too ride with ryan(( from what he says )) lol well now its time too qo make me something to eat and talk to him . soo i wiLl write more tonight or tomorrow morning.. <3 yOu!! bOo!!
x's n o's : garFieLd *«3 ..=) KAYLA ALEX BRANDI VvVvVvvVvVvVvvVvVvVvVvgBfFenMwh!!
SuMmeR o4*=)
Posted at 09:43 am by xOLadiikay
Jun 10, 2004
---» juST an0Ther Daii n PaRaDiSz ! =/ «---
* well lets see * hmm , last night me n alex went too bed around 2 or 3 ..
and got up early this morninq arOund hmm lets see.. 9 or so " thinkinq " we were qOin Out too the beach with ruby too go on the boat n take the jetski's but yah she called me and told me we could soo we got readii well right before we were heading over there her mom calls and tells us that there isnt enough room n the car.. wtf ii think she needs a mini van!?lol
well yah soo today we just have been hangen around here. being boreed ohh this morning was funnie as hell!! we went across the street to the gas station and got nOodleSz * n some thinG too drink * ohh gosh ii think i droped alex's money again ?(( lol j/p )) but yah the ladyy was crazy , well when we got back we just layed around here watChinq t.v and chillinq and talked too * LuCaS * well alex qot online and ii went too sleep!lol good me!=) .. ahha !!! .. uggh well me n alex are bout 2 go too biG aiR* --» =) and then going too alex's house!! cause ii qotta qet out this house! lolz.. well im talkinq too holly n iTaLy * =) iimma miss her sOo muCh !!!! =/ ( .. lol ii get too see her n 21 DAYS!
x's n o's :GARFIELD!=)..
* I LOVE JEREMY! *
Posted at 06:05 am by xOLadiikay
Jun 9, 2004
-----»mii confession is that i love y0u*=)
* well uggh tonight started out not the best night ever * but ii quess it qot better, as it went on.. well damn it went alot alot better.. me n jeremy worked everything out !! nothinG realli was wronG well they're was somethinq wrong. but we realized it wasnt that big a deal .anymore and we didnt care what people said and we weren't worried bout no one but us and our"ReLaTiOnsHiP".. ughh im n love!! and this time it feels riight n real..<3* and ii`m soo happy right now that i qot him n mii life.. well on another note my best friend brandi is comminq back home friday and stayinq with me and saturday we are going too mr.manatee's fo real! what?! lol.. cause that is our place.. our restaruant .. ahha !! qood timz.. ii misz her soo much but hmm count down is 3 days!=) .. ahha! well alex n me went skatinq and haD an Ok" Time till tha very EnD* ii dOnT know how shit happenz lik dis
aLex nD* anThOny aRe FriEnDsz `but aS wEh aLl knOw alex stilL lovz that kiD! and he knowz he haz some feelinqs for her. sorrie anthony for putting you on the spot!!lol lights camera action!! ahha.. we`ll they will be together one day or another.... hmm i think anthony is scared too love someone besides ...... ahha !! anywaySz !!!
..welL ToMoRrow me n alex are going out to the beach with ruby dawn her cussen n aunt!! but if we dont doo that .. then ii`m goin too qo over too jeremy's and hang out with him ... hmm fun fun!! lol.. well yah ii guess we are having a pretty good summer LOL..
..CaPTain CrunCh nD* CinNaMon ToaST* .. BfFE!! omfg.. i love you qirl yur tha best!=).. ahha ohh thanx too ryan anthony mccurley for all his help 2 night thanx for being the 0ne ii can always talk to!<3 you bubba!
SuMmer o4* yOu ComPleTLii tOok mii [hEaRt]FrOm hElLo*
ii have Fallen n love with the one aNgeL qOd SenT mEh*((jeremy))
Posted at 06:45 pm by xOLadiikay
------»EvEryDay FiGhT tO kEeP uP wiTh mi seLf!
.welL ii haven't had the best day ever.. ii hardlii ever do, i dont know anymore.. everything started out going good.. and my friends told me my life was going good then ii finnally admiited too it.. and now its starting too suck and goo down hill ?! ii dont kn0w how too explain it and i dont think anyone really understands (( beside )) alex n brandi! cause they are the only ones that have takinq time too listinq too me.. ii guess cause i listing too them!! ii dont know.. well today starten out at like 11*30 cause ii rolled over and saw that alex was up soo i qot uP! (( lol )) well we were suppost to go to biG air but my mom was busy all day to day soo it didnt work out like it was suppost too and she dont like me really walking when she aint here.. soo yah ! well today me n alex got up and went out to tha pOol and hung out there for awhile , and helped (well managed too try ) blow uP floats! lol.. it was fun !! i guess. well after we got out the pOoL we came back n and took turns takinq showers.. whoo got all frEaSh n Clean .. =) lol well after that we ate cake!! =) and watched traDinG spaCeSz with mii mOmMa n bObby! whoohoo.. lol and kinDa triied to sleep but didnt work.. ahha! well yah alex n me went skating and we think that was a big mistake!!!! =/ we both went only for two guys
anthony n JeReMy * we always manaGe too qive in .. too what we want too happen but when reality comes its just too good to be true.. everyone is always n my bussiness (( i dont care bout certain people but otherz qrr..)) its just too hard to explain . well jeremy was there and ii thought everything was going ok " but i dont know.. im like head over heals for that kid and i dont think i can or wOuld ever wanna get over him! ITS CRAZY AND INSAIN! how quiCkLy ii fell for him !! well alex has liked anthony for ever.basically and she needs his hEaRt <3 well dont we all need a heart now?! lol..
well yeah we dont know wat we are doing tomorrow and we dont realli care cause Our hearts are n our tummies just chillinq waitinq for someone too try and fix them! but hmm i wish me n jeremy were together allready and soo does everyone else.. but i donT know.. ii quess i just aint good enough!! .well im out!! holla balla!!
xO's . kayla marie
i love jeremy with all my heart!!!<3*
Posted at 02:36 pm by xOLadiikay
Jun 8, 2004
--»JuSz an0ther daii n kayla marie's world..(( cupiD for everyone but herself ))
.. hmm this summer has been qOin Ok ii quESz.. ii havent had the best oF luCk with mii dad, but thats a different story ii havent wrote n this thing since the day before i left aLabama ii have been busy and haven Fun, for a chanGe!(( lol )) but yah when i got home from aLabama me n alex started hanging out omg!me n that qirl have soo much fun together i dont kno what i would do with out her..well we were together for six days straight then tuesday we seperated and ii went too tha movies with jeremy n ruby , then me n jeremy went riden down too pockets after the movies and hung out there then he took me hOme.. ahha ya`ll dont understand how much ii lik this kidd. i would do anything for him!its not one of them ohh imma change mi mind n a few weeks ii seriously feel like he is the only one for me!! cause ii dont think no one is cutier or sweetier or anything!! ahh its just crazy!, well Friday night ruby came over and me n her went swimminq then qot readii for skatinq .. went skatinq came back here. and hung out and talked on the phone for like ever with luCaS* then saturday we got up went out too tha pOol im soo happy me n her are best friends still ii would seriOusly be lost with out her . n brandi! :) . but yah then saturday night we went skating thinken we were going back too her house, but skylar didnt have nO where tO gO soo we came back here and hung out and ate crackers n cheese and drank tee on mii kitchen floor!LMFAO!*omg.. skyLar &* Ruby dawn had me cracken up the whole night .. well sunday we got up hung out here for a lil bit and then went too skylar's whoo ahoo .. didnt we have fun over there! LOL.. skylar me n ruby all went swimming , fun fun! then we got out went n her room and started watChing movies we watChed siGnSz, sCarey mOvie 3 and sOme other One.. i dont remeber the name .. well yah after that Me n skylar went and hung out n the living room with Chase and all them .. then me n sky were realli tired soo we went on too bed, cause we had a long night the night before.. LOL well today me n ruby sky got up went swimming then rubys mom came n picked me n ruby up and dropped me off by my house i got home tOok a Long nap then alex called and she came over!! yay!! lol.. =) we went walking too tha grocery store.. and ii droped the dollar on the street and she ran out and got it (( during traffic )) lol.. and goes SKATING MONEY! loll and ii almost got hit by a bus!!whoo we had Fun..well its 2* 23 and i can'T*sTOp ThinkinG bOUT jErEmY*ahha kiDSz iF yOu onlii undersToOd!=/ well im goin too go .. talk to heather dawn ii will wRite tOmorrow and let yah know bout mii daii!!=) pEaCeSz pEaChESz * x's n O's *
* i Love JeReMy * =)
Posted at 07:33 pm by xOLadiikay
May 27, 2004
..well lets..see this last week has been a lil borinG but aiGhT ii guess..me n mii mOm came uP to aLaBaMa for a `"vaCation"' she was readii to get awaii from penSacOLa.well yeah monday when we first started doinG thinGSz we wEnt n saww mii granDmaw/she lives n dECaTur..well yah that didnt goo soo will..
we got here saTurday morning at like 3:30 but we told her we got there monday!lol..yeah, but when we got here we went n stayed n a motel with my aunt linda n cussen nathan!cause they were leaving saturday night soo we waNted too spend a lil bit of time with them befo thay left..but yeah i found somethinGSz out bout mii family..we are DISFUNCTIONAL!lol..weLl h0w manii family's doo you kno that dont have there uPSz n d0wnSz..?but yeah im going home tomorrow!tG*im soo happy im readii to hit tha bEaCh!lol..n ii miss mii frienDsz..but yeah tomorrow i think candice n alix are commen over!?aint quiT sure..but fridaii ii kn0 that ii promised heather n kayla they could staii the niGhT n i would go skaten but yah ii dont kno if i want to go skaTen ii miGht just piCk them uP afterwords.hmm who knowz mii weekends aLwaySz change..=)but yeah ..me n mii dad arent talken again!madd.crazi.he is bLaming everything on me..and then told me he didnt need to talk to me for awhile cause ii piss him off..weLl,ii dont conseder him mii dad enyway!soo its all good=/,but yeah..i dont think this summer can compare too last sumMer..lol ruby james brian britny chase travis aLl them!lol..we had so much fun!
but yeah..hOpefUlLy iT will be Fun".but yeah ii goTta gO finish paCkEn tOO hEaD hOME ToMoRrOw..
Chrissy bOo*ii love yah girl thanx for always being there for meh!i hope you n **** gO ouT!shh thay sTarsz.lol.
SuMmer o4*iSz Finally hErE*=)
Posted at 11:02 am by xOLadiikay
