Entry: ------ğEvEryDay FiGhT tO kEeP uP wiTh mi seLf! Jun 9, 2004



.welL ii haven't had the best day ever.. ii hardlii ever do, i dont know anymore.. everything started out going good.. and my friends told me my life was going good then ii finnally admiited too it.. and now its starting too suck and goo down hill ?! ii dont kn0w how too explain it and i dont think anyone really understands (( beside )) alex n brandi! cause they are the only ones that have takinq time too listinq too me.. ii guess cause i listing too them!! ii dont know.. well today starten out at like 11*30 cause ii rolled over and saw that alex was up soo i qot uP! (( lol )) well we were suppost to go to biG air but my mom was busy all day to day soo it didnt work out like it was suppost too and she dont like me really walking when she aint here.. soo yah ! well today me n alex got up and went out to tha pOol and hung out there for awhile ,  and helped (well managed too try ) blow uP floats! lol.. it was fun !! i guess. well after we got out the pOoL we came back n and took turns takinq showers.. whoo got all frEaSh n Clean .. =) lol well after that we ate cake!! =) and watched traDinG spaCeSz with mii mOmMa n bObby! whoohoo.. lol and kinDa triied to sleep but didnt work.. ahha! well yah alex n me went skating and we think that was a big mistake!!!! =/ we both went only for two guys
anthony n JeReMy * we always manaGe too qive in .. too what we want too happen but when reality comes its just too good to be true.. everyone is always n my bussiness (( i dont care bout certain people but otherz qrr..)) its just too hard to explain . well jeremy was there and ii thought everything was going ok " but i dont know.. im like head over heals for that kid and i dont think i can or wOuld ever wanna get over him! ITS CRAZY AND INSAIN! how quiCkLy ii fell for him !! well alex has liked anthony for ever.basically and she needs his hEaRt <3 well dont we all need a heart now?! lol..
well yeah we dont know wat we are doing tomorrow and we dont realli care cause Our hearts are n our tummies just chillinq waitinq for someone too try and fix them! but hmm i wish me n jeremy were together allready and soo does everyone else.. but i donT know.. ii quess i just aint good enough!! .well im out!! holla balla!!
xO's . kayla marie
i love jeremy with all my heart!!!<3*

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